It was more than a year ago when I received a text message
and call from Mapua Institute of Technology Makati offering me a teaching job.
I have always wanted to teach. I think it runs in my blood. Few of my
grandparents, aunts, uncles and cousins were (are) in academe. Also, I like the
academic calendar. Students' holidays are my holidays too. But when I met
students and other faculty members, I realized that my desire to teach is more
than the academic calendar. It is my calling. It is passion. I was offered a
subject that I was hesitant to handle so I thought I wouldn't get the job. I
thought that if it's really for me, there will be next time. After couple of
days, I received another call from the Sir Ken (our OIC and program
coordinator) whom I owe the teaching opportunity I have right now and he
offered me minor subjects. I was informed that I will be handling four classes.
For a beginner like me, it was really a good start. I was entrusted
four regular classes! I was so nervous and excited all at the same time. I was assigned Economics subjects (my college degree was put into something useful) and Business Ethics. At first, I didn't know what
to do but I was guided and become quite confident because I know it's what I
wanted to do. I had classrooms full of students not to mention teenagers who
were really proactive and noisy. Patience really is a virtue. It takes so much patience to handle teenagers. Some of them became my students
again and some I would bump into at the hallways and will greet me with all
smiles. The next four terms became much easier. It did help that I have really good students.
Some would tell me how they missed me because I am no longer their teacher.
Some would even visit me at the faculty room. Some would come to me and tell me
about their crushes, boyfriend/girlfriends and broken hearts. And a lot would
express their interests in rushing me into having a boyfriend. Yup, even my
students are into date searching for their very single teacher. I'd say I am
lucky to have this job and meet all the faculty members who have become my
friends and my students who look up to me but more than being lucky, I am
blessed to have been given the chance to guide and mold my students. I had
students who unfortunately failed their subjects but I have seen them improved
their performance in class and it makes me even more proud to be considered a
teacher, an educator, professor, mentor and friend to my students because I
know they listen to what I say. I am not the best person to conduct a lecture
and discussion. At times, I feel lazy too or I lose my voice. Sometimes, I am
also disorganized. But I know I am trying my very best to be someone that these
students will look up to. I want to be an inspiration to these kids. And I will
continue to learn and strive harder for these young people that I intend to
guide and teach until they graduate from college.
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