I am happy because after contemplating for couple of weeks, my heart is in good condition again. I won't deny that I was sad when we stopped talking again because for me, we are good friends but he proved me wrong. We weren't friends because if we were, he would have reached out on me to at least say sorry. And he didn't. Therefore, he doesn't have a spot in my heart and in my life. He doesn't deserve my friendship.
He is just like them. A little jerk. And someone who does not value friendship. I don't mind losing him again. I don't need someone like him in my life. So now, I am happy to say that he's out of my life and he doesn't have to come back ever again.
Did I ever write in here that I love singing?! Yes, I do! I used be a choir member way back in high school. It's just so sad that I didn't take voice lessons because I was too lazy when I was a kid. Yeah, regret comes in the end. I should have taken lessons. One of my dream jobs is to be a stage actress just like my idol, Lea Salonga. As a kid, I wanted to be like her.
On a thanksgiving note, I am so thankful that my mother is continuously recovering form her illness, my father has never been hospitalized since he got out of the hospital last year, my sister being pregnant on her 2nd child (we are yet to find out the gender, i'm hoping for a boy though), Bella is growing to be such a beautiful and smart kid, Adrianna being the bundle of joy of my sister and brother in law, I went back to Graduate School and I may not be in love, I may not be able to find the one soonest but at least, my heart is perfectly fine. :)
Life is short. Be happy. Sing as if no one is listening. Love endlessly. Fall in love if you can. Forgive. Say sorry. Say Thank you. Tell your loved ones you love them. Smile. Cry a little. Enjoy youth. Study harder. Embrace changes. Eat healthy. Exercise. Have faith. Believe. PRAY.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!! :)))