I am still in love with a man I can never be with. Or maybe I can be with him but I will have to do the craziest and most complicated and risky thing ever existed in my life. So yes, it's not going to be us ever.
Can I just wake up one morning without this feelings? It's just too painful to know that I care for him so much and no matter what I do, it's not going to be me.
I just want this feelings gone for good. I don't want any emotional attachments to him. He broke my heart once, I can't let him break it again. I won't let him do it.