Wednesday, September 29, 2010

letter for you

To you that I can't even mention your name,

Perhaps you think that I actually like you before. Well, you know very little about my feelings. I almost fell in love with you. I wanted to fall in love with you. Because if I did, you could have changed my world. You could have changed my life. You were special. I wish I could have told you that. But it was not the right thing to do. I needed to be cautious. I had to control my heart. Because if I did fall for you, I will hurt myself. I still believe that I've made the most right thing to do. But there were time when I'd ask myself - will it make any difference in our lives if we fell for each other? I can imagine. It's a war between me and that person. I don't think I'd like that to happen. So yeah, my decision was right. We were better off as friends.

You are one of the nicest person I've met. I loved having conversation with you. It was always fun. I felt sad when you left. I missed you. How I wish we've met even before she came into your life. Maybe if we did, something beautiful would have happened. But don't get me wrong, there is no way that I am gonna steal you to her. I know how much you guys love each other and I'd be really happy if you end up together. I can never be sad when I know true love exist between two persons.

I am happy we're good friends and would like to leave it at that. :)


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