I looked back to the days when I was so sure of my feelings for this man I loved the most and it was the most true feeling of all. To be deeply in love is surreal. And now I would ask myself, "when was the last time you felt that way after getting over the heartbreak?" Honestly, I do not know when. Ever since he left, I was always unsure of how I feel and it's probably why I never got into a serious relationship for the last 8 years. I'd thought I like somebody only to end up questioning myself how I really feel.