Scrap that destiny thing. It's not gonna happen. It has ended even before it started. How unlucky can I get?! Just when I thought that he might be the one and I am ready to fall all over again, I just learned that it just won't happen. Wow. My fault though. I think too much. I think of him and our future us (if there will be such a thing as US).
Contemplating is over. I shall not think about him again. It's not gonna happen.