Never close your doors but keep your heart guarded.
Ugh. I hate what I felt this afternoon while having a conversation over skype with an old friend. I was happy, having fun and I felt comfortable even after two years of no communication. And I find him so cute! Imagine that, I think he's cute. What the heck is happening to me? My heart was in a good condition until he came back.
I have so much to tell him but I couldn't say a single word. I wanted to tell him that I've missed him. It's refreshing to talk to him again. I wanted to tell him that I'd be happy to see him when he comes home. I'm worried that if I say something, it might just ruin everything.