I was watching the Hart of Dixie Season 2 Episode 10 starring Rachel Bilson as Dr. Zoe Hart awhile ago. There was a scene where she asked Wade, the guy that she likes, to be her actual boyfriend.
And I thought that to make things a lot easier for me, I should just probably ask the guy I am in love with to give it a try and be my boyfriend. I mean, who knows things could work out between us! Aaaaaaahhhh!!! One of the craziest thought I ever had in my entire life.
I just thought about it. It's not as if I have so much courage and strength do it. There's a big possibility that he will say NO because it's nothing but a crazy idea.
What was I thinking anyway???!!! Ugh.